Fearful Yet Wonderful!
If you’re terrified, you’re on the right track. If you’re completely confident – it’s likely that you’re playing small ball. Bouts of terror, anxiety, fear, sadness, loneliness, and complete isolation are a part of the process to purpose. It’s a part of the plan. What has God said to you? What’s that thought that won’t go away? That idea, that conversation you keep having? What’s that thing that draws you? That keeps you up at night or stays in your dreams? Could it be purpose?
Beautiful lady, God has given you the passion for a reason! It’s nagging you for a reason! Feelings of fear are so flighty- and often rooted in our insecurities. We battle with our own mistakes and count ourselves out – even when everyone is rooting for us. Don’t sacrifice what God has said for you to do, be, and have based upon someone else’s comfort level. Your measure of faith is different. You’ve got to go for it. No one will understand except the people assigned to your journey, and even they can’t do it for you. Take up your crosses, your pain, your insecurities, your fears, your failures, your bad decisions, all your “wish I would have done that differently”, and GO!
{Say this} I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I will not allow fear to paralyze me. I heard God, and I’m going. I am willing and I am motivated. I am worth more than I’m settling for. I will go and do by the grace of God. When it gets hard, I will remember that he is with me and ahead of me. I won’t give up.
You are God’s girl. You’re purposed for greatness, and you are worth more than rubies! Keep going.